This entry is for my boy, its a little mushy :/ lols!

Don't read if u don't want ur hair to be standing or dropping. haha!

im so in love with you (:

Although its not even a month yet but it seems so long.

Love it when u lay your head on my thigh so that i can see your face, touch ur hair and your pretty butterfly eyelashes. Though we're not always meeting because of our busy schedule but my heart still think of you every second be it im in school or im at home. The thought of meeting you made me feel enlighted and excited. This is the reason why i've nv been late before. Lying on your shoulder makes me feel like a little girl, and hugging u makes me feel like your wife. You always ask me 'What if' question which i always answer u 'I don't know'. Though u asked me not to wait if you're........., but i'll still try my very best to wait for as long as i can. I know its tough, but xueqi will persevere just for u. Well, but i don't think it will happen anyway because i know u know what you're doing. babybaby,xueqixueqi,cathycathy,fattyfatty is what u call me. haha, such a long name i have. den i think i'll call u babybaby,yongweiyongwei,angangangang,skinnyskinny. lols! If theres a girl u like, i'd rather give up this relationship just to make u happy because my job is to make u happy. and ur job is to........... be my guaiguai maid! lols, if not i'll send u to indonesia! haha. sillyboy, u're my bf okay not my maid cus i've nv treated u like one before. Sometimes u say about ur ex, well, of cus i'll feel uneasy but i know its memories so i wont take it to heart. I felt really useless when i cant do anything to help u if u face problems, sorry boy. And cheering u up is more difficult! u always ask me why am i smiling, reason is because i'll smile when i see your face with no reasons! i don't know why too, maybe u have a pervert gf. lols. okay, such a long post. Actually I got more to write, but i think i'll end here if not you will fall asleep alr!